“Hard is trying to rebuild yourself, piece by piece, with no instruction book, and no clue as to where all the important bits are supposed to go.”

Tears are words to painful to be spoken...

Let the games begin...

I'd gladly pay you Tuesday for a hamburger today!

try not to hold yourself to any expectation

"Boo" Radley

Relationships are like fat people.  Most of them don’t work out.

“Don’t waste your time looking back at what you’ve lost. Move on, for life is not meant to be traveled backwards.”

Storm clouds are gathering...

wish i could be here right now.

“Listen, smile, agree and then do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway.” 

His words came at me like a speeding fist, like a sucker punch, yet somehow in that moment I was able to duck. 

you’ll fight and you’ll make it through

180 days

Six months ago I was watching my sons father being carted out of the house and into an ambulance for a possible overdose.  OVERDOSE!  What?  Really?  The world in that moment moved in slow-motion, hit with tunnel vision, vertigo… I could hear ever pump of my heart racing to keep me standing.  As I turn to the house, there stood a boy who once laughed without fear of the future now wide eyed with fear.